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I have been with my wife, Varidsara, since early 2025. She had a long path of painful stories that escalated to cause her depression condition to be much worse in the current state, causing her to live carelessly a whole lot.

Year 2023-2024:

- Before we married, she was still with her ex-husband. It was an ok life and she was happy. Until after that, she did an “attempt”. This was mainly caused by her depression, but it nearly made her unalive. She managed to recover after that, but everything no longer is the same for her.

- After that, they decided to have a child and she managed to have one. But misfortune still happened to her life as she had the “first” miscarriage after 2 months of pregnancy. She stayed in a hospital for 1 month in January 2024.

- Despite trying to maintain their relationship, it got to the conclusion in March 2024 after it had lasted for about 9 years. They deemed the relationship as failure as her ex-husband claimed that the “attempt” she did was the breaking point, and they no longer have a child together. They separated away and no longer contacted to each other.- She had been under the extreme depression condition for a few months as it couldn’t manage to live without anti-depression pills.

- In mid-2024, the worst incident came to her. This is the part I can’t unfold as it’s the most tragic part of her life and nobody deserves it.

- In late-2024, she lost her dad from heart failure. All these events made her mental to fall apart. Her mom and her fellow family members had to lock her up or she had a mental breakdown and tried to unalive herself.

-She managed to barely recover in December 2024 and decided to get a new job after being unemployed for several months due to unstable mentality.

Year 2025 (Our relationship):

- We have known each other for 15 years and she is someone I liked/like. In late-2024, I decided to talk with her and she decided to share a lot of stories. We have lived together since January 2025 (unregistered) as both our family members know about it.- However, the unstable mentality is still there and it has caused her to live in a careless way. We had a lot of hospital bills and accidents in these few months. This keeps stacking up as I have been trying to maintain her depression condition.

- What is worse, another “miscarriage” that accidentally occurred. As we now have become family, it’s normal for us to think about the future and a child. However, the nightmare didn’t leave. Barely less than 2-3 weeks after pregnancy, the miscarriage happened “right” in my eyes. The doctor told us that it was due to her long take of anti-depression pills that made her body to be too weak to handle a child. This caused her to have a mental breakdown and had had a sleepwalking for a month (going to rooftop and balcony)

- The unstable condition made her unable to fulfill the previous job and had to leave. During this time, there were several accidents here and there like bike crash, Pinguecula, and a lot more. We still have to pay for depression medication monthly (about 250usd per month)

- We are at the point of breaking down financially and mentally as misfortunes keep happening to us non-stop. I don’t know what will come next as I’m mentally exhausted at this point.

These are the stories of my wife. All I need is just something to make us survive this month and I will go for the bare minimum.

All funds raised will be used for:

- Maintaining her depression condition monthly (250usd monthly)

- Giving us a chance to last at least on June

- Pay for some hospital bills that we couldn’t do and had to use credits for it

It’s fine if you still see this and call it a scam and I can’t change your mind. This is the true stories that happened to my wife and I wanted to have a chance of bringing her back, but under this financial situation, I can’t.

If you don’t want to help, it’s ok. Just read the stories and tell me what direction should I go is enough. I still try to earn money from every possible source even if it means my physical body is breaking apart.

I want my wife to continue living on.

Nightmare is still not over